work is interesting. interestingly mundane. it’s a different type of work, getting to find out all these businessy stuffs which i never used before and probably will never use again. but finding that out while doing excel sheets and powerpoint slides with pivot tables and think cell, that’s not the way i expected it to be. but it’s not stressful in that sort of way. i feel the same as when i do my homework. switch off auto mode. the only thing i don’t particularly like is the overtime when things need not be overtime. it just needs a little more care and a little more patience and a little bit better communication. work is okay. but when it eats up all your time it’s another matter. no time to read, no time to meet my dears, no time to pack for my trip. no time to spend my parents’ wedding anniversary, no time to see Gill off, no time for myself. and i’m spending more money than i’m earning, i bet. when chefin eats at the siemens canteen, i say goodbye to five bucks. when ot goes past twelve, i say goodbye to fifteen and hope it reappears in my account soon. when my workplace is so far from my house, i say goodbye to twenty every four days. plus my computer accessories and clothes and other things for swissy.
i’m complaining. it’s 2 i should be sleeping. but i just got home. nobody’s awake. bleargh.